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Saturday, July 1, 2023

Abort, Abort, Abort!

How can I claim this is a "Devotions on the Edge of Life" blog without talking about the most edgy subject of our time: abortion? I checked through the blog and I have yet to address the subject. So, with this post, I hope to correct that oversight.

In addressing the issue of abortion, one needs to first examine its history. And the history is very clear for those in the Church: that abortion is the taking of a life and is a denial of God's created design. What is that created design?

Very simply at the very beginning of our civilization, God created man and then to be a compliment to man, because man could not find anyone suitable as a mate among the animals, He created woman. In Genesis 2:24:

Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.

"Therefore," is a key word which links what this states as describing what marriage is with what had gone on before. Which was what we described above concerning the search for a mate and the creation of woman. But not merely the creation of woman for the purpose of being a mate, but more specifically the manner in which she was created. For the verse which precedes verse 24 is naturally 23, which says:

And Adam said, This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man.

Why did God do it this way? Essentially he didn't want to make a new creation apart from man, as all the animals had been, He wanted to link the creation of woman with the creation of man into one, organic whole so that she could be an adequate mate for the man.

So when you look at verse 24's "therefore," it makes more sense what is being discussed, because it then says in that verse that, "and they shall be one flesh."

But hold on, Rick, I thought the previous verse already declared that they were one flesh when man says that woman is "flesh of my flesh?"

You are assuming that the "they" in verse 24 is only speaking of the couple, but in reality, by having sex with one another you do create children, in some cases. Actually, that is the purpose of marriage: for a man and a woman to separate from their families, to join with each other in order to have children. That is to create a new family unit. Children are the literal fulfillment of "becoming one flesh." So that the "they" includes the children that will be born from the union of the man and woman. They are the "one flesh" mentioned above.

Now before we go on, I must address a subject that isn't related directly to the topic of abortion. Does this understanding of creating children as the "one flesh" then mean that a couple who cannot have children, are they not married? The answer to that is, no, it does not mean that. What I understand is that when a man and woman come together for the purpose of having a child, they are intending to have a child. They are mixing the sperm with the egg to hopefully create a child. Consequently, that is what sex accomplishes, and so it is the potential to create a child by having sex that creates the one-flesh bond. No potential for that to happen, no marital bond can be created.

Because for most of human history, having sex always resulted in the possibility to have a child who contained the DNA of both the woman and the man, therefore becoming one flesh. Even back during the 1970s, I learned that it was commonly called the "consummation of marriage" to have sex. I didn't fully understand what all that meant until much later in life. However, I rarely hear it mentioned by that term anymore.

Let's just say that the concept of an abortion was and still is incompatible with that view of reality as God has laid it out. Now that science knows more about what happens when a baby is created in the womb by the mixing of the parent's DNA, genetically making it a different person from the mother and father, it should make abortion even more incompatible with God's plan. Yet it doesn't in our culture and society. Why is that?

It is the immorality of man which distorts the created order. Or to put it more plainly, God created marriage for a specific purpose, to create a family and for the propagation of our species. Abortion runs counter to that purpose. So that is a sin because sin is whatever corrupts God's design specs. 

"But Rick, doesn't everyone corrupt God's design specs?"

Exactly. It is similar to the ideal and reality of our attempts to reach an ideal. Our failure to not be able to reach an ideal in no way invalidates the ideal. In the same manner, the fact that we sin in no way invalidates God's design specs. However, that is what people tend to think about abortion, that because there are times when a body will naturally abort a baby, or a baby's continued existence threatens the mother's life, they take those exceptions as destroying the "ideal" of God's design specs.

How did that happen in regards to abortion? Allow me to count the ways.

1. The first thing that people did, primarily through secular philosophy, is the divorce of the primary purpose of marriage, to create a family unit and having children, from marriage and replaced it with a supportive purpose: when two people love each other. This started, who knows when, but it appears to have been popularized sometime during the 1920s through the 1950s. Hey, it takes a while to change a culture. But by the time that the 60s and 70s rolled around, partly through the advent of TV to get the message out on a wide scale basis, that the culture had replaced the idea that marriage was primarily about having children and a family with the idea that it was primarily about two people who loved each other. 

2. That secular culture, having effectively done #1, was now free to divorce the primary purpose of sex, a means to having children, from sex, and ended up replacing it with one's own selfish enjoyment. Which again, was a supportive role of having sex with someone. Because God knew that we would rarely want to do it unless it was extremely enjoyable. The route of divorcing kids from sex was two fold as well: contraceptives and abortion. 

Contraceptives came on the scene during the 60s and became widespread used during the 70s and 80s. So much so that by the end of the 50s, most religious groups were against their use; but by the end of the 80s, it was commonly accepted as a way to "plan" your family among Christian churches. What this accomplished, however, was one could, if they were careful, to enjoy sex without "fear" of having children. So the primary purpose of even having sex and marriage itself was replaced as "having a good time," but in reality ended up resulting in destroying God's intended purpose of having sex and marriage, to have children and create a new family unit.

Then, in those times where one's desire to have sex free from the worry of not having children, resulted in a child anyway, the other option was to have that baby aborted. That is to kill it, to tear it limb from limb while it resides in the womb, in some cases, moments before the child would have been naturally born.

3. One can also understand the change in the wording that people use. In regards to when it is called a "fetus," as if that means it isn't a living human. Or the debate about when life begins, whether it begins at conception, as the science would indicate, or when it becomes viable--which basically means it could survive outside the womb if it had too--all the way to when it pops out of the birth canal, as if some magical zap of "life" hit the--until then a lump of cells--turning it into a living baby within seconds! That divorces the person-hood of the baby from the baby itself.

The fact is that the point where it can be officially considered alive is barking up the wrong tree. For that is not, in reality, the dividing line. Rather it is simply the likelihood that any one person will be created. 

Consider, for instance, when I (or you could substitute yourself) was created. Prior to the event of my creation, there was very little chance that I would have been created. I don't know, but it would be some astronomical number like 1 out of 1 billion or even trillion chance of me being born. But once that specific egg unites with a specific sperm, that chance goes from that giant number to something more akin to 9.5 out of 10. 

In other words, before conception, it would be astronomical the chance that I would have been born. But once my DNA formed, it was a sure thing that I would come out. So even if I could not be considered a living human being at the point of conception, the fact is if my mother had aborted me at that point, I would not be typing this right now after nearly 63 years of living. I would be as dead whether you aborted me at my conception as I would be if you had cut my head off fresh from the womb, or even if you shot me at age 6. The only difference is how long I got to live between these scenarios.

So in either case, if conception has happened, then a person's, or even a "clump of cells'," DNA is set. And if it is set, then it will create a specific person if no one interferes in the natural process of a baby growing in the womb, no matter when someone claims to know when actual life begins. It is the termination of a life that in most cases, would have been lived if no one would have actively decided to terminate that "clump of cells" otherwise known as a baby.

That, in my opinion, and apparently God's as well, makes the argument of whether a fetus becomes a person or not, is irrelevant to whether abortion ends a person's life, even if it didn't become a person until it exited the birth canal. The conclusion is that once that new person's DNA is set, so is their future.

4. Another way that the Pro-choice crowd attempt to redefine their terms is to spin words into their favor. Everyone wants to tell what they are for rather than what they are against. So on the one side you have the Pro-choice vs the Anti-choice folks, and they will tend to frame it in terms of having a constitutional right and using "my body, my choice" rhetoric. 

Well, the fact is there is no constitutional right to have an abortion. And the Row vs. Wade decision, most reasonable lawyers on both sides of the aisle tend to agree, was based upon a very shaky connection to the constitution.

As far as your choice, you had your choice when you decided to have sex with a man. You knew what the one of the potential consequences of that act would be. Your "choice" happened much earlier when you participated in an act that is designed to produce children. It is not your right to play god like that. The fact is that you have foreign DNA inside of you because of the choice you made. You don't then get the choice to terminate the life you already chose to create.

Your creation, your responsibility--including the father.

On the other side, you have the Pro-lifers vs the pro-abortionists. Yes, they use spin to talk about themselves as well as the other side. Just as I did above. Wording matters because it is one side or the other's attempt to frame the truth as they believe it to be. Those on the other side are obviously wrong, so one tends to frame it that way--unless you aren't being dishonest and you have ulterior motives, always on the other side, of course.

That is how we have corrupted God's design specs over the previous 100-125 years. To be clear, I'm am not claiming that one cannot enjoy sex with your wife or husband, or that at specific times that it changes its primary purpose to be a boding of two people instead of to produce children. So, after a woman goes through menopause for instance, she in the majority of cases cannot have children after that. It isn't impossible, but highly improbable. So a couple in that situation has generally had all the children they will have and so sex for such a couple is done more for the bonding and, yes, for the fun. 

But until then, that is a secondary purpose of sex, a supportive purpose of sex for the primary purpose: to have children and create a family. After all, most would agree that the best environment for a child to grow up in is a family that has a loving environment between the father and mother rather than in a family where it is obvious the parents don't love each other and are staying married for the kids. But that still isn't the primary purpose of marriage or sexual union.

In other words, you may think it is "Your body, your choice" if it was true that it only involved your body, it would be--but since your choice created a distinctly new "body" in you, it is no longer just your body we are talking about.  Instead, you should say:

My creation, my responsibility--including the father.

 

Thursday, May 4, 2023

2 + 2 = 5?

You are being brainwashed.

Yep, in the tradition of Big Brother, in George Orwell's novel "1984," you are being and have been brainwashed.

How? Primarily by our easy adoption of secular values and philosophy. Most religious people are included in this group.

Most people do not "pick" their philosophy. It is simply the way that we grew up and were marinated in the popular philosophy of the time. For our current generation, that philosophy is primarily secular philosophy. The problem is that philosophy ends up being how we can "rationally" make sense of things. That is primarily where you see the divide in our times. The people who make sense to you are those who share your philosophy. Yes, there are crossover points, depending on the philosophy.

However, we are specifically being targeted for brainwashing. It is done through getting us to accept that something is true, which goes against reality. In our case, it isn't the old 2+2=5, but the thought that a man can be a woman, or a woman can be a man, or any other number of "genders." It is diametrically opposed to the reality of the Bible, that God created us man and woman. 

This isn't to deny that there are genuine gender dysphoric people out there who from an early age have felt the opposite of the sex they are given to them. But is the solution to that situation to deny biology? Or is it best for the person to live as a feminine man or a masculine girl? I'll leave that for a doctor and the person involved to decide. 

But the truth is that such gender dysphoria is is a relatively rare situation. It is traditionally marked by a very early sense of being in the wrong body, however, it is also true that many of such people outgrow that sense and settle into a long, happy, and productive life.

That said, the exception never violates the rule. Which is that most people born in this world are born either male or female. And it is true that many of them in today's world never considered that they were in the wrong body, that is, until someone through peer pressure, or an authority figure in their life told them that they could be, even should be the opposite sex. And why would they say that? Primarily because a person has some personality characteristics of the opposite sex. Which has little to nothing to do with whether you are a man or a woman.

On top of that, this denial of reality has resulted in people's lives being ruined by surgeries and the like, in a vain attempt to become the other sex. So much so, that the suicide rate is astronomically high within the trans-community.

We could go on and on about the problems of this approach. But the underlying issue is that for some on the far-left radical wing of the party, one man and one woman equals any number of genders. Including referring to a him as a her and a her as a him. 

"But Rick, that is just basic courtesy to refer to people as what they want to be called. And why can't we? Who does it really hurt"

The answer is that it will hurt all of us spiritually, and women and children physically. Because words have meanings. Meanings that should reflect reality as God created it to be. Because 2 + 2 = 4, not 5. And to submit to agreeing that a man is a woman or a woman is a man, or whatever other gender they may claim to be, is to be brainwashed, and "Big Brother" has won another disciple to its cause. 

While not completely analogous, it is like those Christians in the early church who, despite what they knew to be true, would tend to confess that Jesus was not God in the flesh, in order to avoid persecution and possibly death. It was considered "bad" because they were agreeing with the emperor that 2 + 2 = 5. They agreed with the emperor all the while throwing Jesus and His reality "under the bus."

That is how we are buying into the false reality that the trans-community is saying is really true. That is how we are being brainwashed.

The next question is what are we going to do about it? I can only tell you what I am going to do: I will try to the best of my ability to respectfully avoid using any pronoun when referring to a "trans"-person. I won't be mean about it, nor intend to do so with the intention to offend or hurt such a one, but I cannot participate in their worldview without denying my own. Without denying God's reality.

That's because 2 + 2 will always and forever more equal 4, not 5.


Sunday, August 21, 2022

I Am a Sinner

 Yep, there it is. I am a sinner. And by the way, you are a sinner as well. We all are. Nobody escapes that label.

But try telling a secularist that. They will bristle with the "righteous indignation" that anyone would ever stick that label upon them. "How dare they?" Even though they don't know what that really means, they would rather deny it than to embrace it as the corruption of who we are that it is.

"But Rick, didn't you just say that we are sinners? Not that we sin, but that a sinner is what we are?"

Yes and no. It is understandable that what you heard was that in calling myself and everyone else a sinner would be the same as saying, "You have been, are, and always been, a sinner. You cannot escape it. It is your destiny!"

It is understandable that one might think that, given the climate among churches and secularist today. But it is also so very wrong. That's because I was reminded at my church's Pre-Lenten retreat back in February or March of 2022, by the speaker, Dr. Peter Bouteneff, who reminded us at the retreat that sin isn't some absolutes that he has laid down--as if one time before creating us and our world, He thought to himself, "Hum, i wonder what prohibitions I can put upon these people so they don't have too much fun?" Rather, as I've said before, His law is based upon His purposes, or His will if you prefer that language, so that sin is defined by that which violates and corrupts God's purposes. Or, to put it another way, sin is that which violates God's design specs. And folks, we will violate His purposes nearly everyday of our lives.

That is what the Law is about: to detail what his purpose is in creating us, and how we can best avoid doing that in our lives. Which is exactly why Jesus said that not one letter or "jot" would invalidate the Law of God. Righteousness is defined not by how closely we follow the "letter of the Law"--as St. Paul states it in Galatians--but in how our relationship with him goes in a life-long journey into God.

Do we truly love the Lord our God with all our heart, soul, mind, and body? I recently asked myself, "How do we do that? What does that love look like?" Well, as Jesus told the man who asked the question, "What must I do to be saved?" Or more literally, "What must I do to be healed and whole?"--He asked the man, "What does the Law say?" To put it bluntly, that is a line that few, if any Protestants would ever use. I can hear the cries now if anyone else but Jesus had said those words, "Heretic! That is a works-based message. There is nothing that the Law can offer to save a person. That was the whole point Paul was making in Galatians!" But, is it really? What if most Protestants read the Bible through the filter of Juridical Atonement so completely--despite the fact that such a view of the atonement is totally alien to the Bible--that they think when Paul said in Gal. 2:16:

Knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the Law but my faith in Jesus Christ, even we have believed in Christ Jesus, that we might be justified by faith in Christ and not by the works of the law; for by the works of the law no flesh shall be justified. 

That he was pitting the Law against Faith in how one was saved, and not merely how one was justified. For those on the juridical atonement viewpoint, can only see "justification" in juridical terms. So the point of justification is to justify us in relation to the Law. So the Law, therefore, is still the basis of our salvation in that view. Because as any one of those who view it thus would tend to say, that if anyone could fulfill the Law perfectly, that such a person would be saved. But since no one, as the Bible tells us, is free of sin save Christ himself, that option is out the window.

So then, we have to go to plan B, which is that the only person who has fulfilled the Law perfectly, Jesus Christ, has to die in order to appease God's justice, so that we can be forgiven and therefore, be justified or to be saved. Or to put it more simply, in the juridical view of the atonement, it is inherent in its theology that the "works of the Law," in the end, must be fulfilled in order for anyone to be saved--either fulfilled by the person, or by Christ and then imputed to us.

I'm sorry, but that is exactly the opposite of the point that Paul was making. He wasn't saying that there were two roads to being justified, but that there was only one road, faith in the person of Jesus Christ. That even if someone else could fulfill the Law perfectly their entire life, that person would not be saved, that is, would not be justified. For it isn't the law that we are being justified to, but to a person: God. That is why Paul puts it so dramatically, "For by the works of the law shall no flesh be justified." 

Later on in the book, Paul tells us why the law was written: to be the means whereby we are pointed to how much of a sinner we actually are, and to the route of our healing. The law's purpose in our salvation and justification is only and purely that reality. It cannot be nor ever purposed to be how we get justified, because justification has nothing to do with the law and everything to do with the person of Jesus Christ. We are justified to a relationship with God, not the Law.

That is why I am still a sinner. Has nothing to do with my salvation save in as much as it directs me to repentance and doing my best to not sin. Not because I think that fulfilling the law or "doing good" will save me. Rather because I love God and desire to do his will, because I have faith, that is I trust that Jesus Christ and everything He has said, is the route that will best fulfill me because I'll be (mostly) operating within God's design specs.

That's because the only thing I can be sure about is God's love and mercy for me. And if I believe it, I will act accordingly. So I am a sinner because that is the reality as long as I live in this world. But I'm a repenting sinner. And that makes all the difference in the world as it regards my salvation--for it is truly a faith-based-in-Jesus-Christ salvation.

Friday, February 25, 2022

My Near "Deconversion" to Atheism

I just published a new book, titled, God: To Be or Not to Be?
 
It is a book about whether we can determine whether God exists or not, both by reason and our experiences. In that book, as well as the blurb on the back, I mention that I came near to deconverting myself, but never explained much more about that process and what it was that turned me around back to God.
 
So I thought I would document some of that here. Both so that you will know just how close I came to converting, they like to call it deconverting for obvious reasons, as well as the logical arguments that on their face sound logical and right, but in the end fell flat at the feet of the cross.

It all started innocently enough. Mostly after moving to Colorado though that move had little to do with it, as it was mostly an Internet thing. I started watching a lot of flat-earth debunking videos. I'm not exactly sure why I enjoyed watching those so much.

At first it was a curiosity of how flat-earthers became flat-earthers. I mean, what possesses someone to buy into the idea that all the governments of the world would conspire together (especially enemies) to not only defy the obvious evidence that the world isn't flat, but spherical, yet that they would all keep silent about it as well. Then as I watched them, mainly SciManDan and Katz, I think that is how his handle is spelled. As I learned more about their arguments, as seen through the eyes of a debunker, I began to notice certain patterns.

Mainly, that the flat-earthers were, by and large, but not always, religiously oriented. Likewise, most all the debunkers were atheists, though not all, like "Bob the Science Guy" I know at least goes to church. That led me to watching the Atheist Experience, a show that has been around since the early 2000s, at least. It is a call-in show, where various people would call in to talk about atheism and the like. But what the show liked and encouraged was for Christians (or other religions) to call in and attempt to convince them that God exists.

As you can imagine, they usually failed. If anyone started to make too much sense, which on rare occasion happened, they would generally be interrupted, not allowed to finish their thoughts by diverting them to a different topic. And if that didn't work, Matt Dillahunty, the usual host of the show, would ask them a question which went something like this:

How can you serve a God who condones slavery?

Generally the callers would fumble around, either unsure where in the Bible it says that God condones it (it doesn't say that), and sometimes once confronted with the actual text, would attempt to defend God's honor or offer some insufficient reason why that is in there. No matter their answer, short of them saying, "Your right, it appears that God condones slavery and is a racist in how slaves were to be treated, that slavery is immoral no matter what age or country does it, and thus God is immoral and I should have nothing to do with such a god." then he would get all high and mighty on the caller, telling them how immoral they were for serving such a god, and usually hanging up on them. In other words, the caller could never win. That's the main reason I never called into the show myself, though I thought about it a time or two.

So, what was the "Ah ha!" moment for me? One day, I don't recall exactly when, I was watching another episode of SciManDan. For an atheist, he's generally not pushy about it, like I didn't even know he was an atheist for some time. So I generally felt comfortable watching him. But one day, it hit me: the thought that how atheist looked at Christians and other religious people: they look at them the same way that I was looking at flat-earthers: so sure of their religious beliefs that they would find, often, the most crazy explanations in order to justify their belief that the earth is a flat disk. I realized that such was also the way that atheist saw me and other Christians.

I saw the world, in an instance, as an atheist would see it. A world of science, logic, rational thinking that never assumed anything starting out, but would only believe in that which had been proven to be true. They didn't consider themselves to even have a belief that God definitely wasn't there, but that given the data they thought they had, that it was unlikely to be true. They didn't have a belief that God wasn't there or that he was. That belief was unknowable, for them. That's why they called themselves atheist, but not strict "There definitely isn't a god" atheist. More like they believed that they couldn't know whether a god existed or not--like how does one prove that Martians don't exist?--so they considered themselves agnostic, but because they did believe that, and they did hold the belief that they couldn't assume without evidence that there was a god that existed, therefore as I said in the book, they had to chose how they would live. In effect, they rationally were agnostic but in actual practice, they  were atheist. At least they owned up to it. 

Anyway, that is the dilemma that I faced at that point. I saw what the atheist saw, I looked at things at that point from an atheist point of view. And at the time, I couldn't deny anything about their views. The immorality of their views on sexual mores bothered me, I know I couldn't go there. Yet, their arguments at that point felt solid. So I was forced to deal with them. And wrestle with them I did over the following months. I wrote a lot because that's how I work through things in my mind. Some of those writings made it onto this blog. Others didn't because I was too afraid to "come out of the closet," at least just yet. I felt like a couple of other times when the sheer logic would eventually force to to adopt a viewpoint that I had previously been at odds with. At one point, it felt inevitable that I would, at some point in the future, be telling my family and friends that I was now an atheist.

At one point, I was committed to going down that path. I signed up for an atheist community on Discord. I signed up for on Meetup to attend a group that is supposed to aid a person in making the move, I learned of atheist meetups in the Denver area on Sunday mornings that were basically fellowship times intended to be a substitute for church. I confided in my wife about my pending move. She was none too happy about it, but I told her I  didn't see an out from eventually becoming an atheist, i wasn't even sure that I believed that God existed at that point. I couldn't see how I could avoid becoming one, that process was well underway, but also I didn't think it would be possible to stay in the closet about it for any extended length of time.

Did I want to go down that road? No, and yes. No, in the realization of what it would mean: lost friendships, and any new friendships would have been new and fraught with "what are they expecting of me now?" I was sure I would navigate all that, though. What I was really scared of, though, was if I became a full-fledged atheist, would my morals change to include things like sex outside of marriage would be now moved from the immoral category into the moral category? I wasn't sure, though I was seeing some signs of it happening, I didn't think I could go as far as some of them did. In other words, I knew I would be choosing the way of pain to go down that path. I was not looking forward to that, not to mention dealing with my wife and family fallout, much less my various friends, both old and new, who knew I was a rock-solid Christian, as far as they knew.

That said, if it was the truth, I would have no choice but to go down that road. In that sense, I wanted to do what was right, no matter the cost. But, that is the key question, is it not? It appeared right, logical, and true. But was it?

"Okay, Rick," I can hear ya'll sayin', "Get to the point! How did you move from there back to being a theist?"

Alright, i'll tell you. The only further thing I have to say about the above is that I related it to you so that you would know how close to the brink I was. I already thought I was going over to the other side. If it hadn't been for my wife telling me to keep it a secret, because she didn't want our kids to know, which I understood where she was coming from, but that seemed cruel to me to keep them in the dark about such an important part of who I was, to only find out after I died that I was "playing a part" which I've never done. Anyway  . . .

The big truth concept that I had known for some time, but up until that point, I had not put two and two together, was that whether god existed could only be discovered in a relationship with him. I said that I had not put "two and two together" only because from an atheist standpoint, to suggest that the only way to prove God's existence, even if for one's self, was to "experience" God was to suggest, as is the case for many atheist, that their former lives as Christians either they were not sincere, or other such things. Yet many of them will report, with a certain amount of certitude, that they fully believed at the time that they did have a relationship with God. One popular YouTuber, I don't recall his name at the moment (and I'm too lazy to look it up), who comes across as honest and sincere as anyone can be, relates how everyone expected him to be a pastor. He was a leader in his youth group. He sincerely believed in God. He believed at that time that he was in a relationship with God.

But that alone is not what I'm talking about. Part of the data set? Yes, right along with all the other saints of the Church. Then you have the testimonies of many religions out there who have also reported relational experiences with God. Am I claiming that everyone's experience should be trusted, is right, even us Christians? No way! Only that to discount all experiences as fake, superstition, or coincidence is very unscientific. There is such a vast number of them down through history, that it would be silly to suggest that at least a subset of them, at a minimum, are not true and accurate. And if even 5 or 10 percent are accurate, one would have to conclude that some type of God exists.

Then there is simply the logical aspect of how one even gathers data about anyone else that they have any type of relationship with. I mean, is the first thing we do when we want to know most people is to subject them to various experiments or to read a book about them? Aside from the reason that most people we would potentially get to know don't have a book written about them, even if they did have a book, that wouldn't provide the experience of someone. You'd learn some items about them, but to really get to know that person, you would have to meet them, spend time with them. The only reason most people turn to a book to learn about anyone is that they are no longer with us. Or there is simply no other data about the person. Yet, the true fact is, reading about a person is no substitute for really getting to know a person.

So, the logical and rational "self-evident" truth is that physical science has little to say about how to get to know anyone. And the problem for atheist is that they can't have a relationship with someone who they believe doesn't exist in practice. Note, I'm not saying that they definitively believe that God doesn't exist, only that the only way they have decided that they can live is to live as if God doesn't exist. So, that is, practically speaking, their belief. They can claim all day long that they don't believe that god doesn't exist, and on a rational level that may be true. Yet, on a "how one lives their life out day by day" they clearly don't believe that there is a God because they have chosen to live their lives and center their philosophy and do and act and think, as if there is no god. Therefore, it becomes the central truth of their lives.

That's the whole point of the parable of the sheep and the goats. You know, the one that tells the sheep that they did  do these simple things and so that revealed their true belief and heart. While on his left, sat the goats who said all the right words and acted pious, etc. But their actions, what they actually did, showed what they actually believed. And so it is with these agnostic atheist, as I like to call them.

Anyway, I could write a book about this topic. Hey! I did write a book about it. So best I move along with my story.

i realized that the only way anyone could know that God exists is to experience him in a relationship because that is the only data we have, is our own relationship with him, and the testimonies of all those people down through the ages. And I had experienced him. Individually, I'm sure the atheist would mark them down to coincidences and other such phenomena, but taken as a collective whole, they form a consistent relationship with God that for me, is solid data that God is out there.

So when it came down to a decision, I simply couldn't deny and live as if God didn't exist. Because I've had a relationship with Him spanning over 45 years if you go by when I consciously put my life into His hands. Even further back if one goes to when I was a child. And when I first decided to believe in God, at sixteen-years of age, it was essentially the same reason: I couldn't bring myself to deny His existence.

Was it a "Pascal's Wager" type acceptance? In part, only in that it resembles its arguments in certain ways. The basis of Pascal's Wager is this: If there is a God, and you have decided to believe in him, then you've lost nothing and have gained everything. If you are wrong, and there is no God, then you haven't lost much of anything save some "immoral fun" from the Christian standpoint. On the other side of the coin, however, if God doesn't exist and you don't believe he exists, then you've gained very little over the person who did believe that such a god existed. But, if God does exist and you don't believe he exists, then you have lost everything. Thus the safe bet is to believe that he exists.

Believe me, that exact thought did enter my mind, even though at that point in my life I had never heard of Pascal and his wager, much less the concept before. I assumed, erroneously, that I was the first person to ever think of it. That said, that was not the whole of the story. It was more a fear of being wrong than a fear of being right. At the time I thought of that concept, however, I wasn't a Christian yet. That was in June or July of 1976, a good month or three away from my conversion to Christianity. Certainly I had been influenced by the Christian culture from an early age, but when I believed, I was a secularist, or as much as one might be at sixteen-years of age.

Now, there are a couple of atheist arguments against Pascal's Wager. One is its inherent assumption that if a god exists, it must be the Christian version of God. So, if you do believe, and a god does exists, so the thought goes, if you are wrong on which God it is, you are still able to lose everything. Or to put it another way, your probability of not losing everything goes way up and your probability of being right and you gaining everything goes downhill very fast when one looks at it that way.

However, while I most probably assumed that this god was the Christian God as described in the Bible, and I was destined to go down that road, I had not really encountered him yet save for some childhood experiences. So when I decided to believe in God, it wasn't necessarily the idea that it was the Christian God, but it was the idea that there was a creator god, period. On that point, one does have a binary choice, in that he either exists or he doesn't. I believed at the time that if there was such a god, but it wasn't the Christian God, then that was okay by me. Because the next question I had to answer was if I believed that a creator god existed, then what did this god require of me?

The second point that an atheist might make is that this isn't a proof that god actually exists. And on that point, they would be totally correct. One's fear of being wrong cannot on any rational measure prove that god exists. Rather, it is the method that an agnostic person might decide to be a theist instead of heading down the atheist route that the wager addresses.

But as I said, it was more than a wager as Pascal described it that caused me to go down that road. It was, in part that I couldn't deny that God existed and I decided I couldn't live as if he didn't, but it was also the realization that the only way I was going to be able to prove for myself that he existed was to get to know this God in a relational manner, not in a rationalistic manner. That was true then, and it is what kept me from taking that final step into the void of atheism the last few years. However, unlike when I first started out, now I had built up some experiences in relationship with him to aid in my confirmation that God really does exist. That, couple with the testimonies of countless saints down through the ages, the probability that he doesn't exist grows dim indeed.

But that's why I say in the book that rationally, I'm an agnostic because, yes, it is difficult to prove that God does exists beyond a reasonable doubt . . . if one sticks only to rational arguments. Likewise, neither do I doubt the existence of a lot of people who I've never met or known in person, based purely on the testimony of other people. You see, rationally, it makes sense to assume that it is highly unlikely that god exists, so someone has to prove to you that it is the case. But, none of us approach the existence of anyone else like that. We assume that the person that is being described to us either through someone else's direct experience or through reading a book on that person, we assume they do exist until it is proven otherwise. That is the reason so many books of fiction will state on their title pages that the characters in this book are fictional, and any resembles to anyone real or imagined is purely coincidental.

To me, whether God exists or not cannot be reduced down to a rational argument. Those can be aids, but they are insufficient to show that God exists. That is why rationally, I'd claim to be agnostic, but it is the testimony coupled with my own experiences that make me to be a theist, it is the best wager that I can possibly make. And for me, it is a sure thing.


Monday, October 5, 2020

The Copple Moral Argument for the Existence of God

The moral argument for the existence of God is not an easy one to pin down. However, this appears to be what is generally meant when it is mentioned:

Premise one: Moral absolutes necessitate an moral law-giver on the level of god.

Premise two: There are objective moral absolutes we all feel should apply to everyone.

Conclusion: Therefore, God exists.

The objections tend to come on whether the first premise is sound or not, though some will also attack the second premise.

However, allow me to introduce a different version of the moral argument, one which happens to coincide  with at least part of Kant’s philosophy on morals and their existence. But first, some definitions.

Moral and Immoral: The sense of duty about how we treat other humans, animals, and the physical world. An action can be not moral and not immoral at the same time. Ex.: tossing a rock into a lake. It could be moral if it was to scare away a predator, or immoral if its intent was to hurt someone, or neither if it was to skip a rock over the water. So when I label an action as not moral or not immoral, I am including the categories of both the opposite and the neutral.

Universal or Absolute Morals: Morals which most agree should apply to most people in most circumstances. Ex.: Most would agree that it is wrong to steal from another person, to kill another person, etc. There may be circumstances that would make those events the least-of-all-evil actions, but they would still be considered immoral nonetheless. 

Relative Morals: Morals which apply to a culture, group of people, or an individual, but are not applied to all of the human race. Ex.: the prohibition in some cultures for women to show their breast in public, but in other cultures, it is acceptable and few would consider it immoral to do so in those cultures. This is not to suggest that because a culture accepts something as not immoral, that it falls into this category. For example, several cultures through history accepted slavery as not immoral, but we would tend to put the idea that one could own another human as an universally immoral concept.

Determinism:  The concept that our actions are caused by a preceding action, and that it will happen the same way no matter how many times one might be theoretically be able to replay events. Therefore all our actions are, of necessity, determined and there is no free will involved. There are variations on that concept, but that is the basic idea. 

Free Will: The understanding that in certain areas of our lives, that we are free to choose between two or more options, and that if we were theoretically to replay an event, that we could make a different choice than we made before. Or, to put it in the negative to the above, there are decisions we make that have no cause, forcing us to go one way or the other, but we are truly free to make a choice.

One of the axioms that I agree with Immanuel Kant on is the following—and so constitutes our first premise:

For morality to be possible, free will must exist.

This should be a self-evident claim, though I’m sure there are those who would attempt to refute it. However, I nor anyone else, could be held accountable for an action being moral or immoral if all our actions are determined and we are not free to choose. Ex.: If a bear kills someone, we cannot reasonably say that the bear acted immorally. Sure, such an event would be tragic, but the bear was acting according to instinct, and so had no choice but to kill the person. It wasn’t the bear’s fault; it couldn’t help itself.

However, we do perceive that there are moral and immoral actions that we universally apply to most everyone else. Even atheist who hold to a deterministic view of the world will tend to have a moral code that they expect others to live by. There are, indeed, atheist who are more moral and righteous than many Christians. Yet, the problem is, if they followed their determinism to its logical conclusion, they have no basis upon which to suggest that any action at all is intrinsically moral or immoral. Yes, including slavery, as Matt Dillahunty is fond of using. Matt is a well-known atheist within that community.

That leads us to our second premise: 

Since universal morality exists as concepts that we have, we must have free will.

So, the question is how do we get from determinism to free will? Because, if all we can know about our world is what can be measured and observed, then we are stuck with determinism. Because in this world, we do experience a cause and effect relationship with everything. Since we do have these universal concepts of morality that we expect others to obey, that must indicate that there is something or someone beyond this physical world who provides an opportunity for free will to be effective. This leads us to our third premise:

If we do have free will, it must come from a creator.

“Whoa, Rick,” I can hear some suggest, “How do you make that leap? Aren’t you making a ‘God of the Gaps’ fallacy?”

It involves a sub-set of premises to arrive at that conclusion. So, no, I’m not merely sticking God in because I don’t have any other explanation.

First, morals cannot be defined arbitrarily by a deity, as some accuse Christianity of doing. Indeed, some groups do present it that way, but for morals to have any real force beyond a god saying something is immoral or moral, it has to be based in some reason beyond an arbitrary edict by a god. In other words, we are assuming that such a god would have a reason for his decisions on what is moral and immoral. He wouldn’t make it up out of thin air.

Second, it has to be a creator, because only a creator would be able to create with a purpose. You have to have a purpose established before you could make morals about such a creation. Because morals involve what supports the purpose, as well as immorality being what defeats that purpose.

Additionally, in order for us to be able to have free will, we would have to be created to be a part of that creator’s image and likeness. If we are bound to this world only, then we are determined just like all the other animals.

So, in order to have free will, we would have to be created to be a part of the creator’s world as well as created with a purpose that gives context to actions that are immoral and moral.

The conclusion then is: 

A creator exists.

That leads us to calling this creator “God.” Not necessarily the Christian God, but a god. Though, naturally, I believe it is the Christian God, but that involves theology and revealed knowledge which is beyond  the scope of this philosophical argument from reason.

So the summary of the propositions and conclusions are:

P1: For morality to be possible, free will must exist.
P2: Since universal morality exists, we must have free will.
SP1: Universal morals necessitate having a created purpose.
SP2: This world is deterministic and unable to provide a purpose or free will.
SC: Therefore, free will would require that we must be part of a creator’s world.
P3: If we do have free will, it must come from a creator.
C: Therefore a god/creator exists.


What do you think?

 

Monday, July 13, 2020

The Problem of Evil: SOLVED!

In under 500 words!


The problem of evil as it relates to the Christian understanding of God, goes like this:

Premises:
    1. God is infinitely all-knowing, all-powerful, and all-loving.
    2. That a being possessing all three of those qualities could not create evil.
        1. For god to create evil, he would either have to not be all-knowing, thus be unaware.
        2. Not all-powerful, therefore, would not have the power to prevent it.
        3. Or not all-loving, therefore would not have the motivation to avoid evil.
    3. Evil exists in our world.

Conclusion:  Therefore God, as defined in Christianity, cannot exist because we see evil thriving in our world.

Two reasons why this problem of evil is flawed.

    1. First, because we are given the premise of an all-knowing , all-powerful , and all-loving god as existing. The reason that is a problem is because premise three is based on what we hold to be evil. If the first premises exist as truth, then we must submit to God’s definition of evil rather than us finite beings judging an infinite, all-knowing, all-powerful, and all-loving God by our own moral standards.

The first premise specifies truth which conflicts with the soundness of the third premise.

    2. The second premise is not sound because if there is evil in the world, it does not follow that a god with all three of those qualities wouldn’t allow evil to exist. Rather a god with a goal, which requires him to self-limit his power, and due to his infinite knowledge and his all-loving qualities, would have created this world as the “best of all-possible” worlds.

Why would God decide to limit himself? If his goal was to create beings who could love him, it would require us to have a free will to decide to love him or not. That would introduce the potential of evil existing in this world, which we observe that the potential has become reality.

Would God feel it worthwhile, knowing what evil we would experience in this world, knowing this wouldn’t be a perfect world, to create this world? Well, we’re here, now, and as we stated before in point one, who are we to judge the morality of such a god? That this world exists indicates not only that this was the best of all-possible worlds, but that God decided it was and is worth the evil in the world in order to get the benefits of this “best of all-possible worlds.”

This does not prove the existence of God, nor whether evil exists in the world or not. What it does do is prove that there is a couple of alternate explanations to the problem of evil that doesn’t require one come to the conclusion that there is no god.

The problem of evil: SOLVED!

Monday, January 20, 2020

Does God Really Exist?

Relational Theology


Preface


This "little" article of 12,921 words, took me a while to write it. Not only write it, but to research it. This is a product of countless hours of listening to the Atheist Experience, to get into the mind of Atheist, as well as other online atheist channels.. I offer this, not so much a finished product, but where I am right now. I know the weaknesses of my theology, both on the Atheist side as well as the Christian side of the fence. I know most of either camp will find things to criticize in my approach.

I hope I wrote this well enough that you'll get to the end and wonder where the time went. But the big question always asked is "Does God Exist?" So I've developed this relational theology to answer that question. Here we go!


Introduction

Back in the early 90s, when I attended Nazarene Theological Seminary, I began to see the whole of the Bible and God’s plan to provide for us salvation in a relational manner. I figured it would be “ground breaking” because to my admittedly limited knowledge, I had not heard of any systematic theology using that paradigm to organize, and systematically evaluate one’s theology. I’m aware of people talking about salvation as a relationship with God, but that was about as far as people took it. Then I ran into Orthodoxy, which had a relational theology built into it. So, I held off creating a book about it figuring someone had beaten me to it. After all, as the second largest body of Christians, there are more people who have grown up with an Orthodox Faith than a Protestant one.

What I hope to accomplish in this article is not to develop a full-blown systematic theology, but to lay the ground-work for viewing theology through the lens of relationships and what that would mean for the ultimate question: can we “prove” the existence of God. A lofty goal, no doubt. But a critical one in this day and age. I put the “prove” in quotes above, because I’m focusing this more toward knowing how we can prove to ourselves that God exists, rather than a proof others might accept. In other words, my goal isn’t to prove to an atheist that God exists, but to myself, as well as a method others can use to prove to themselves.


Philosophy



My philosophy is a combination of existential and rational. That is, that we know reality through the existential lens, but use reason to interpret what we experience of reality. It requires both to work. All knowledge starts with experiences of reality, interpreted through the lens of our rational mind.

Or, to put it in more philosophical terms, all knowledge is a posteriori while certain methods are a priori.

Epistemology



That word, for those who don’t know, refers to the study of how we know anything. As I said above, knowledge begins with experience and is interpreted through our rational methods. However, both also have their limitations. We must be aware of them, even though we have no other rational means whereby we can know anything.

Existential Knowledge



Descartes said “I think, therefore, I am.” Though a Rationalist, this thought expresses the basis of all knowledge is experiential. I experience thinking. But then he deduces from that premise that he exists. The perfect confirmation of how the existential and rational components of knowledge work.

All knowledge flows from “I think.” It is from that foundational experience of self, that we can know anything. But it is also true that without our rational methodology, that is, our instinctive and/or intuitive ability to see patterns, or as Kant put it, “categories,” that can make sense out of our experiences, that we can know anything as well.

To state it another way, experience gives us the content, while reason gives us the ability to make sense of that content, but provides not direct content itself. It “interprets” the content.

Let’s give an example of what I am talking about. Mathematics is often given as an example of common rationalistic a priori knowledge. It is said that it is self-evident, and a priori knowledge that the sum of any triangle’s angles will come to a total of 180. Yet, is it really that we innately or intuitively know that prior to experience, and that it is derived not from experience but only through the mind? Or is it more probable and true that the person or persons who have measured the angles of any triangle have always, in our experience, equaled 180 degrees? I’d suggest the latter.

And the idea that 3 is a prime number, often cited by rationalist as not derived from experience, have yet to prove that proposition, for it is perfectly conceivable that it is only through experience that we learn, at a very early age, that there are things that can be counted, and through trying to reduce three, we have yet to encounter anyone successfully doing so. Even the concept of a what a prime number is could be said to derive not from knowledge prior to experience, but from the experience of attempting to divide such numbers into smaller units, and being unsuccessful, we call them prime numbers.

Even the concept and practice of morals can be said to derive from experience. Because we experience events as either good, bad, or indifferent. Based on those experiences, and the a priori methodology expressed so well in the Bible—“Do unto others as you would have them do unto you”a person derives their morals from rational inductions from their own experiences of what they like and what they don’t like.

Still, experience is the very foundation of our knowledge, and often the basis of why we believe what we believe. I’m not claiming that any beliefs derived through one’s experiences are right or wrong. Yet, it is the basis upon which inductive reasoning tends to be used. More on that, further down.

Rational Knowledge



Rational knowledge is gained from a series of a priori methodologies and abilities that allow the mind to see patterns, to inductively put them together and reason to a specific conclusion about a thing or event. They can come from either instinctive knowledge or intuitive/innate knowledge.

For example, a baby fresh out of the womb, has the ability to seek out, latch onto, and suck to get substance from the mother’s breasts. That would be an example of an ability derived from instinct. Some would posit that God put that instinct there, others would say it was through natural selection—that is, those without that instinctive knowledge would have quickly died off.

The strength of rationalism is in its structured and logical methods of discovering truth. The weakness of the method, as the only or chief manner to gain knowledge is that there are so many ways the subjective mind of a person can cause a particular conclusion to be invalid. One, any of the premises have to be sound. To be sound, it means it needs to fall into a readily identifiable, non-contradicting and truly self-evident truth. Two, one needs to have valid reasoning—avoid falling into a fallacy, of which there are many of them—to arrive at a valid and true conclusion. Three, one also has to take into account the complexity of an argument. The more complex an explanation is, the more likely it will be that error to find its way into the ultimate conclusion.

It is the subjective and limited mind of the person doing the reasoning, which is often biased to a particular outcome, that rationalism tends to fail.

My philosophical combination of existential and rationalism is one way I hope to combat the weaknesses in either method, in as much as can possibly be done. I use experience as the starting point, rather than some mystical “innate knowledge” we have in our mind, but recognize the limits of purely existentialism by knowing that without effective reasoning capabilities, we are driven by a very subjective interpretation of the existential data before us due to our finite and limited experiences.

By way of example, let’s compare the old gravity experiment. Back before the Renaissance in Western Civilization happened, most everyone believed that: premise one—that when one drops anything from a particular height, that it falls to the ground; premise two—that objects with a greater mass are heavier, making them harder to lift and move around than lighter objects. Those two premises do appear to be self-evident and non-contradictory. Our experience verifies both premises as true. The conclusion then is when a heavier object is dropped from the same height, with the same wind speed and air-resistance, that the heavier object would hit the ground first. Sounds logical enough.

However, it is not logical; it is a hasty generalization fallacy, and/or, a causal fallacy. In other words, one cannot assume that the heavier weight could cause something to fall at a faster rate than a lighter object. That said, the rational argument appeared to be logical. That is, until someone took a heavy and light object to the top of a building and dropped them at the same time, only to discover that the rational, deductive reasoning argument failed to be reflected in real life, and was not a true conclusion.

Scientific Knowledge



Strictly speaking, scientific knowledge refers to gathering some observable data, and using inductive reasoning to arrive at a hypothesis that would appear to fit the data. Then, a way to measure whether the hypothesis is true or not—predictive truths—is put forth, and tests are recorded and measurements obtained that will allow others to repeat the “experiment,” and if others are able to do so, the hypothesis becomes, in due time, a theory—that is, a high enough probability of a “truth claim” that people treat it as truth.

This is a refined methodology of using inductive reasoning, based upon our experiences, in a more objective manner, to arrive at truth. This is the method that has brought us the automobile, the airplane, the internet, and the cell phone. When it comes to the realms of physics and mathematics, that is where this type of knowledge prevails.

Where it falls short, however, is in the following ways.

One, while more people verifying a hypothesis will tend to result in a more objective arrival of the truth than either individual experiences or reason will allow, it does not totally get rid of them. In truth, we know large groups of people can be swayed by money to fund research or the potential loss of power or prestige that a sort of group subjectivity can flow into such “scientific” studies and conclusions. A good example of this is the nutritional studies. For almost 90 years, we have scientific studies showing that meat and dairy is the primary cause of cardiovascular disease, cancer, diabetes, and hypertension, just to name the bigger heath issues. Yet, this knowledge is not distributed for two main reasons: 1. because of all the conflicting studies, often funded by the meat, dairy, and pharmaceutical industries, found in medical journals. 2. Because doctors and researchers don’t believe that people will stop eating meat and dairy. That’s despite the fact it is killing a vast number of people every year. However, the big point here is all the studies designed to show the opposite of what the other studies have shown, primarily to keep selling product and make rich the stakeholders. They confuse the issue and dilute the valid studies.

Two, that it is still based on inductive reasoning. One can never reach an absolute truth claim. One can not know with 100% assurance that a truth claim will hold up, that tomorrow, some new data won’t be discovered that will invalidate the theory that we currently hold today. Does that mean we should throw out all theories? No, but it is a limitation of any knowledge based upon Scientific Method.

Three, while the scientific method is great for physics and the like, in that it excels at explaining how something happens and the ontological basis of our world, it is not a great method for obtaining truth in other areas, in that it is either not applicable to discovering truth in those areas, or only parts of it can be used. An example of the latter is the historical sciences. In using geology and archaeology, it is at home. However, in evaluating historical text, a more subjective type of knowledge is required. Yes, there are parts of the scientific method that can be applied to it, however, no method can substitute for the gut-instinct of a person in determining the veracity and the biases present in a writing. On top of that, it cannot account for oral histories passed down, often making the assumption that when something is written down, that is the first time it has been said or thought, which is its own fallacy in that most thoughts are said long before they are written down.

None of this invalidates the findings of the scientific method. It may, on occasion, invalidate specific points, but one should not call a method invalid based upon those who may misuse it. However, we need to be aware of its limitations in arriving at the truth and how to evaluate truth claims made by science. Despite its better record at discovering the truth about our world, it struggles when it comes to more subjective, unmeasurable, metaphysical truths. How does one measure how something makes a person feel? No two people are likely to perceive a feeling in the same manner.


Faith-Based Knowledge



I know what a lot people will be thinking here. “Are you saying I can get truthful knowledge from faith? Without any evidence?” This is often asked, especially from those who have come from Evangelical traditions where people have taken Hebrews 11:1 out of its context to say something it doesn’t say. Yes, it does say, “evidence of things not seen,” but one must look at the examples given which follow that verse to get at the gist of what the author is saying there. This is most often the case with many atheists, in that they grew up and came out of Evangelical traditions that taught that Hebrews 11:1 essentially meant that faith was some kind of magical wand one could wave, in which one could be granted all sorts of things, not the least which was absolute certain knowledge without any sort of evidence for it.

But that is not what the Bible says faith is, nor does it even define what evidence is, a term used well before the scientific method came into use. If one looks at the examples following verse 1, one will see a bunch of people cited who had faith in God, that is, they believed and had confidence that what God said was true, was true, even if they could only “hope” for it, without any outward evidence that what God said, would indeed come to pass. In other words, faith knowledge isn’t based on no evidence at all, but because they believed that what God said would happen, would indeed happen, they believed it would come to pass without ever having seen it happen. So, “faith is the evidence of things not seen.”

So, when I am talking about faith, I’m not referring to some magical-energy one can possess, or a right to have something one wants, but a firm conviction in what another “person” says is true, or at least contains some truth in what they say. The “evidence” comes in whether one can trust any particular source of truth enough to put their confidence in what they say.

This is where relationship comes into the picture. Because at its heart, faith-based knowledge is relational rather than rational knowledge. I’m not saying that faith-based knowledge is devoid of any rationality, but that it is based more on the experience one has gained with a particular person or persons. In other words, to have faith in someone means you have a relationship with that person so that you have enough history with them to know whether you trust them or not.

It is also a given that we all have to place our faith in someone in order to live, practically speaking. No one person can scientifically know every clinical trail, every study ever done, or every experiment, in order to form their own thoughts on any given topic. So for most people, most of the time, they have faith that their hair-cutter knows what he/she is doing, what a specific scientist or group of scientists say is the truth, that a person’s wife knows what she is talking about, and yes, whether God is trustworthy in what He is saying. One has to have a relationship with a person, or God, to gain any knowledge from them, and their expertise.

It should also be pointed out that faith-based knowledge, since it is gained through a relationship, is not primarily skeptic-based at its inception. There is, however, based upon experiences with certain types of people, a skeptical element to faith-based knowledge. If a salesman calls one on the phone, or you receive and email suggesting that someone in Africa wants to send a few million your way, those types of people should cause the skeptical meter to register a warning not to trust them.

Most people, though, start out a new relationship with a certain amount of trust, in other words, the opposite of being skeptical. Only when they say something that goes against your previous knowledge or what you think to be truth, do you become skeptical with another person, even if you trust their judgment on the best restaurant to eat at or the best breed of dog to own. But one could not function in our world or society being skeptical of every person you come into contact with. We are forced to have a certain amount of faith in strangers as well as those closest to us in order to function.

That is the interesting thing about faith-based knowledge being founded on relationships: the more experience one has with a person, either the more or less we will trust them. Once we have a good amount of history with a person, the more likely we’ll be able to trust or not trust their view on different topics. So building a relationship with anyone becomes key to gaining knowledge through faith.

The limitations of this type of knowledge are the following.

One, it becomes much harder to have an objective viewpoint on any topic. Being it is relationship-based, it is inherently more subjective due to our understanding and interpretation of the trustworthiness of what one hears. One can apply some facets of the scientific method to this process, but it cannot, in most cases, be verified by that method. This is the type of evidence I would suggest one cannot have with faith-based knowledge: scientific evidence. Only in a very limited sense, such as when one says something that will happen, then if it happens exactly as they stated, would that be some type of evidence.

Two, it is easy to come to the wrong conclusions with faith-based knowledge. First, one can trust someone who isn’t telling the truth. Second, one could misunderstand the one relaying information or intentionally deceive oneself due to their own biases.

That said, due to the lack of time, few, if any, cannot invest in looking up everything offered to them as truth by those they already trust, to gain most of our knowledge from other people; most of our knowledge is derived based upon faith in another person.

But God is different, is He not? Yes, He is. First, He would be someone we don’t, often, have the same kind of direct evidence that He exist, like I do, for instance, my wife. I can touch and talk to my wife, and I will feel her and hear her voice as she communicates with me. I have none of that with God. More on that further down, but that would primarily be the argument that an atheist would make.

Second, God, if He exists as defined by the Bible and Orthodox theology, as being perfect in will, nature, and in perfect unity within Himself, in such a way that He can say nothing but truth, mainly because He defines what truth is, that is different from people in that people can be wrong on some issues and right on others. God is right about everything, by definition of Him being God.

The issue of whether God exists or not, is hopefully going to be answered below. So, more on that issue in a bit.

Conclusion to Epistemology



So, I am working from the assumption in this paper that my epistemology will be a combination of each of these methods: existential, a modified rationalism, scientific, and faith knowledge. It is hoped that with a mix of these methods, that we can gain knowledge enough to answer the question for a particular person: does God exists?


Biblical Theology




Biblical Inspiration



Inspiration of the Bible has various forms. Atheist tend to like the more rigid and literal interpretation of the Bible due to it being much easier to tear down. Evidence for them can only be based upon scientifically deduced facts and rational syllogisms. So a “rational”—that is, literal understanding of what the Bible says is true is the easiest to deal with. They especially like the near “dictation” understanding because that allows them to point out the many inconsistencies found in the Bible. And there are more than a handful of Biblical contradictions when it is taken as purely literal, and as each word is in the Bible because it says exactly what God wants it to say.

However, when we focus on a relational understanding of Scripture, and incorporate the goal of the relationships that God set up in Genesis, how that relationship was destroyed, and how God made it that way, the whole point of the Bible is the story of God’s relationship with mankind. It is what I have termed:

Relational-Based Inspiration of the Bible



My understanding of Biblical theology is that it is inspired by God, but only those things pertaining to the creation, fall, and eventual salvation of man and woman’s relationship between God, and indirectly, between each other, are inspired. To put it differently, God didn’t intend to write a science book—long before modern science even existed—nor did God write through other people His words, but allowed them to put their own words, cultural outlooks, and their own thoughts on all other subjects other than those which move the story forward where it concerns the saving of our relationship with Him.

So, with that laid out, let’s put this to the test, to see how well or not the passages of Scripture will be predictive of what we would expect.

Biblical Relational Context



First, let’s tackle the big one, as that will prove most clearly what I’m talking about when we approach the Bible from a literal/rational standpoint rather than a relational-based one.

One of the big problems that atheists have with Genesis 1 is that it would be “impossible” for God to create light before He created Sun and the Moon. Light was created on day 1, and the sun and stars were reported as being created until the 4th day. It did make me scratch my head the first time I read that.

However, if you read this as Hebraic poetry, it all makes sense. What is Hebraic poetry? Simple, it is more a rhyme of thought than it is of words. This is most clearly seen in passages from the Psalms and Proverbs. There are rhyme of similar thoughts, said different ways in order to illuminate the thought better as can be seen throughout Psalm 2:


Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing? The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the Lord, and against his anointed, saying, Let us break their bands asunder, and cast away their cords from us. He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Lord shall have them in derision. Then shall he speak unto them in his wrath, and vex them in his sore displeasure. Yet have I set my king upon my holy hill of Zion. I will declare the decree: the Lord hath said unto me, Thou art my Son; this day have I begotten thee. Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen for thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for thy possession. Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter's vessel. Be wise now therefore, O ye kings: be instructed, ye judges of the earth. Serve the Lord with fear, and rejoice with trembling. Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish from the way, when his wrath is kindled but a little. Blessed are all they that put their trust in him.


Ignoring the content, for now, focus on the pairs of similar statements: Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel.


Then you have contrasting thoughts as in Proverbs 3:5-7:


Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the Lord, and depart from evil.


Notice the contrast, with the similar thoughts sandwiched between them: Do trust in the Lord, but do not trust in your own understanding. Acknowledge Him; He will direct. Be not wise in your own eyes. Instead, fear (respect) the Lord, depart from evil. It even ends with a similar pair of thoughts as part of the contrasting thought.

Those are just some passages I pulled up quickly by way of illustration. Those two books of the Bible are full of such examples. Why? Because it is generally recognized that the Psalms and Proverbs are examples of Hebraic poetry. Why poetry? Because, the strength of poetry is that it is a relationship based method of communicating. It is the relationships in poetry, both in the thoughts themselves and in the real relationships it highlights, that it offers to us as knowledge.

It is for this reason that it becomes clear that the first chapter of Genesis is poetry, and therefore should be interpreted as such, and not like a science textbook—which would be crazy when you think about it since the modern concept of science hadn’t even entered into the mind of man back when this story is told.

So, if this is poetry, where are the couplets or triplets of similar and contrasting thoughts? It is clear when you look at the periods of time marked as days, which there are six days that creation takes place, since God rested on the seventh, that there is a correlation between them. If you pair up the first three days with the last three days, you have an interesting comparison.

In the first three days, you have an account of the creation of the world, and on the last three days, you have an account of the creation of all that would inhabit those environments. A quick comparison shows how well they match up:

Day one, God creates the universe, light, and darkness. Day four, God creates the sun, moon, and stars that would fill that universe.

Day two, God creates the water and the sky. Day five, God creates the fish that live in the seas, and the bird that fly through the sky.

Day three, you might be thinking, is the big “Ah ha! Your comparison doesn’t hold up here, because in one day, you have both the creation of the dry land and the creation of the plants that live in it.” Strictly speaking, this is true. That is, until you compare it with day six. Where first it talks about the animals that were created to move about in this world, and then the creation of man. For plants are part of the environment, just as much as rocks, and earth and water are. Likewise, they are living things as well, just as animals are. So in that regard they form a link between the world and those that live in the world God created. Then you look at the creation of man, as an animal and as divine. That he is also divine at his creation is evident by the triplet thought (another indication that what we are dealing here is poetry, and not a literal account of how it happened).


27 So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.


This is the climax of the poetry verses. It is the culmination of what this whole chapter has been leading to. That God created man differently than He created the animals. He gave man his own image and likeness. As the text indicates in Chapter two, he breathed the breath of life into man, His own spirit. Thus, man was created to be the bridge between the animals and the divine, just as plants were created to be a bridge between the inanimate and the animate life. As you can see, even on day three, it fits perfectly with what happens on day six.

All of this points us to one conclusion: that Genesis one was not written to tell us how and in what order God created all the world, rather He had it written to tell us why he created it all: To point out the relationship he created man to have with Himself. That is our purpose and the reason that all this was created, so that He could have a relationship with us and us with Him.

So the Bible goes on from there to show how that relationship was broken. Actually, the coming of a sickness thanks to Adam and Eve. The sickness which leads to death. So, again, chapter three answers the why more so than it does the how it all happened. It uses metaphors to indicate that Adam (literally, man) and Eve (literally, mother of all living 3:20), or woman as she was called at her creation by Adam, he named her Eve after the Fall had happened, in order to show the why and how this sickness of death fell upon them.

It does this by having as a metaphor the Tree of Life (Christ) and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil (themselves) from which to eat and not eat, respectively. That is, they either put their faith in God by choosing Christ and obeying Him, or put their faith in themselves and their own ability to know good from evil.

Now, God tells Adam in 2:17, “But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.” Yet, we know that Adam and Eve ate of the tree, and still, they lived on long after that day. So, did God lie when he told them that? Or was he simply being hyperbolic? Or, did a form of death really take place that day? I suggest it is the latter.

For remember, that in creating man in Chapter 2, verse 7, it says, “And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.” So, it is the spirit of God that is breathed into man that made him a “Living Soul,” and it is the death of that same soul that happened on that day. Yet, Adam lived on? Yes, he lived then according to his animal nature, as his link with the divine was severed, it died on that day. So, like the animals, Adam and Eve became subject to death. They both died on the day they ate of the tree, and their death was finalized approximately 900 years later.

That is how this sickness, passed down to future generations came about. The rest of the Bible is concerned with the relationship of God with the Israelites, the world, and finally, how that original relationship was restored, through Jesus Christ’s death and resurrection. That is, how that relationship was healed.

We’ll dig into that more in the theology section, but for our purposes here, it becomes obvious that the Bible is a collection of books, written by men moved of God, with the purpose being to show how God created the relationship to be, how it was destroyed by Adam and Eve’s actions, and how it was to be restored.

So, does that mean I don’t believe that God created the world in six literal twenty-four hour days? No. But neither do I claim to know that He did do it in six literal days. Why? One, it isn’t the purpose of Genesis one to give that information. It is talking about relationships, and should not be used to give us a “blow by blow” account of what order and how long He took to do it all in. Especially since it is poetry, we cannot know how long, exactly, that a day was, as the word literally means a “period of time.” Two, I wasn’t there at the time, like yourself. It could be speaking of a twenty-four hour period of time, or a few million years. Who is to say? Three, to use the text in a non-relationship manner, as an early attempt at science, one will run into many inconsistencies that atheists are happy to point out.

Inconsistencies like how different the two accounts of the creation of man are. For example, in the Genesis one account, it has the animals being created before Adam and Eve. But in Chapter 2, Adam is created before the animals, which God creates in order for Adam to name and find a help meet for him. That and other inconsistencies between the two accounts leads one to the conclusion that either one or both of the accounts are fabricated and do not reveal truth, that God lied, or that the purpose of either or both was not to document the order and time-frame of creation. Thus the truths that they reveal is a non-scientific truth.

Also, it is important to know that people of that time, that God used to write the books that make up the Bible, He didn’t override their cultural biases, their way of looking at the world, their philosophy, etc, all tend to come through. So any pronouncements on or inclusion of things like slavery, that God ordered the killing of children, etc, all of which are in the Bible, does not equate with God approving of or participating in those activities. Why didn’t God change them? I don’t know, but I assume that our ultimate salvation, our final healing of death, took precedence over those things, that God didn’t see them as important. After all, the Bible isn’t a book on the morality of owning slavery, its primary concern is about our relationship with God and how it is healed. Anything contrary to the nature of God is either a cultural bias of the writer of the Bible book under consideration, or us projecting our own morals onto God and judging Him by them.


Relationships in Theology



Every systematic theology has an organizing principle. While I am, as I said in the beginning of this article, not purporting to write a systematic theology, I am working from the foundations of one. And its organizing principle is that of relationships. The whole plan of salvation is based on relationships, restoring the damaged relationship with God and our fellow man. It requires that love be the governing energy for all relationships as God has defined them.

We can even put the moral code into our relationships. “And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise.” (Luke 6:31) That is the whole of the moral code, if you don’t like it, don’t do it to others. If you do like something, then do it. Keeping in mind that you wouldn’t like someone to assume that your likes are what they are for them. It is all relational.

Scientific Knowledge of Relationships



Now, atheists like to equate scientific evidence as necessary before they can believe in the existence of God or even a god. So, what, if any, such evidence is there?

To put it honestly, there is none. Don’t get me wrong, there is evidence, but none that an atheists would accept. That is because relational theology doesn’t conform God to this world. He is bigger than that, and therefore beyond the reach of any scientific knowledge. Such is the case with all metaphysical topics, by there very definition, they are beyond this world’s nature. This is more than a “god of the gaps” error, because if there is a God, he would be behind everything, both natural and beyond natural.

What we have here is a god who is beyond nature specifically because He created it. He doesn’t go around changing the rules of nature willy nilly, but he does help to keep the world constant within itself, so science can be done. If the rules of nature were regularly violated, science could not be done. Therefore, He avoids breaking the laws of nature, which He set up, in order that we wouldn’t have a chaotic world in which to live, never knowing whether the sun would rise the next day or not.

To prove this to be the case, consider the property of God commonly ascribed to him, as being “omnipresent.” In other words, one of the definitions of the Christian God is that He can pull back, being outside of time, and be present anywhere and everywhere at once. Can you even imagine what an existence outside of time would be like? No? Then how on earth can one assume that they can even begin to understand such a God, much less gain any “scientific knowledge” about Him. Get back to me when you can adequately describe an existence outside of time.

Genesis 1 – 3: A Study of Relationships



As we demonstrated above, Genesis, Chapter 1 is Hebraic poetry that illustrates the relationships God created us to have, with Himself, the world around us, and with each other. Chapters 2 and 3 continue this story, basically detailing how Adam (man) was created, as well as his “help meet”, woman, which hints at their relationship. Note, this was not to be a relationship of a servant to her master, but as a help meet, that is, someone who was compatible.

This is evident when God says, “It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him.” (Gen 2:18b) Note, what God is saying here is that there was no one compatible with him. By compatible, it is specifically speaking about their joining as one. Adam, as the only person alive, was uniquely alone. He had no mate with which to bond with, to produce offspring. The human race would have begun and ended with Adam.

After also creating the animals from the ground, without any mention of breathing His life into them, yet they also become animated, there was no compatible help meet for Adam. (Gen. 2:20) So then God takes a rib from Adam and forms a woman from Him. Note how everything is linked together into an organic whole. If God had created a new creation from the ground, as he just did with the animals, they wouldn’t have been human, but a new creation. In order to create a compatible “help meet” for Adam, it had to come from him, even as every human that we know of came from another human. That is also why Jesus had to be incarnate of the Virgin Mary as well. But we are getting ahead of ourselves there.

Then right at the end of Chapter 2, we find both the purpose and fulfillment of this relationship as well as a change noted in their relationship. First, 2:24 tells us the “therefore” of the relationship between the man and woman took place. “Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.” That is, because of the woman being created as a help meet for man, the two shall be joined into one flesh, that is, it is speaking of a physical union here, that is, to be married, and a man will leave his father and mother’s house in order to form a new family. This is the purpose of marriage. Without that physical union and the potential production of children that it naturally, as created by God to accomplish, produces, there would be no reason to have a marriage. It is only in the forming of a new family that a marriage makes any sense at all.

That is why in the next and last verse of the chapter, 2:25, it says, “And they were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.” Two things to note here. One, that they were both naked and not ashamed. While the Church Fathers say that this is because they were both clothed with light of God’s glory and presence, which would make sense of the consequence of the Fall in that they were then able to see each other’s nakedness as they had never seen it before, and we presume as we see it now; it also speaks not to the idea that public nudity is alright, instead, it speaks to the intimate relationship between the two. Even as it is to this day, a couple, generally, are not ashamed to be seen naked around each other.

Two, did you note the change in the way the woman is spoken of here? For the first time in Scripture, she is called “wife.” Again, this points to the fact that this joining into one flesh, this special union, was considered to be the primary reason for the existence of marriage. Here, before the Fall has even happened, we have the fullness of marriage as God created it to be.

This shows us the fullness of the relationships that God created. These are stories that while not scientifically presenting evidence for either God’s existence, or that He created everything in six 24 hour days, or that Adam and Eve were the first people alive and that the entire human race came from them, these stories were not told in order to provide modern scientists with “evidence” of anything, only to point out the relationship He had with His creation, as well as He and His creation with us.

Then, the Fall, which changed that relationship. Most people reading this will know the story of Chapter 3. Eve encounters a serpent, apparently in the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, tempting her to eat of its fruit, claiming it would make her become like God, knowing good and evil. Note: what he said was true, as is evidenced later on, but it turns out it wasn’t the benefit that the serpent had led her to believe it would be.

Indeed, the Church Fathers indicate that eventually, after they had eaten from the tree of life, they would have been permitted to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Whatever was true, however, what is critical here is the relationship between Eve, and then Adam to God. They failed to have faith in what God said would happen to them if they ate from that tree. Instead, they chose to put their faith in a serpent and their own egos and pride. They believed what the serpent said instead of what God said. That is the gist of what sin is, it is trusting in our own wisdom rather than the wisdom of God.

More could be said here about the changed relationship man and his wife had in the Fall, but the critical relationship that the Bible is primarily concerned about is the change in the relationship of God to Adam and Eve. And that relationship changed significantly, in that the spirit of God which He breathed into them, died on that very day that they sinned. They lost the connection of life that they had with God. Thus, what we call the fall.

I think if is important to define sin at this point. Sin is a violation of God’s design specifications. God didn’t sit up in heaven and say to Himself, “Hum. I wonder what kinds of rules I can make to keep mankind from enjoying their fun?” No, God designated various things as sin due to the damage they would cause to God’s creation.

So God, who Adam and Eve failed to have faith in, caused His spirit within them, that gave them life, to die. That is the essence of what the Fall did, it broke the relationship between God and us. All flows from this relational brokenness.


Salvation Understood as a Healing of Broken Relationships



So, how does one fix a broken relationship? Do they make it a juridical thing? Do they make it a purely a sacrifice to atone for another’s sins? That is what some would believe, and if a Christian does believe that “God, in creating his rules, condemns us all to death because we didn’t have a ‘chance in hell’ of living up to them, and then by some transference of legal rights, sends His son in to die in our place, that is, to apply the merits of His sacrificial death onto us so that we will have a “get out of jail free” card when the Last Judgment happens, then, indeed, the atheist have a point in talking how ludicrous that makes our God out to be. That is not a God of love, but a prideful and vindictive god. A powerless God, who is forced by His own rules to kill us in an everlasting torment, and cannot simply forgive us as the very Scriptures state He is able to do.


If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. (II Chron. 7:14)


Hum, no mention of needing to satisfy His justice there. Let’s try another.


For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. (Psalm 51:16-17)


Again, no mention of a need for a sacrifice to satisfy God’s “wrath”.


Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. (Isaiah 1:18)


Nothing there either. There is talk of doing good in that section, but no mention of a need to appease God’s justice and wrath for past misdeeds.

Oh, I hear some saying that is the Old Testament, that the New Testament makes it clearer. Okay then, let’s check out some New Testament passages.

First up, the Parable of the Prodigal Son, an often used passage on forgiveness. In this parable of Jesus, which can be found in Luke 15:11-32. Most of the readers of this article knows the story, but permit me to give a brief overview of it both for those who haven’t heard it and to point out the reality I’m speaking of as it concerns forgiveness and God.

A younger son, out of two of them, ask for his share of the inheritance from his father. Now, this was not totally off limits as some might tend to portray it. However, such an inheritance was generally reserved for when one would get married, when they would need it to start a family of their own. It is what the son did with his inheritance that was so bad, and once his money ran out, all the new “friends” he had made deserted him, and he was left to earn something to eat and a roof over his head by taking care of the pigs, which incidentally, according to Jewish Law, would make him constantly unclean so he couldn’t even go to “church” or the temple to worship God or offer sacrifices. He grew so hungry, however, that even what he fed the pigs looked good to him.

While he was in this desperate condition, he said the following: “How many hired servants of my father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger! I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and before thee, And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants.” So he does just that. But before he can get his canned speech out, the Father instead comes running to him, restores the relationship as the Father’s son.


But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet: And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill it; and let us eat, and be merry: For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found. And they began to be merry. (Luke 15:22-24)


Notice the reference to him being dead and is now alive? Let’s see. The father, who represents God the Father in this story, requires nothing of the son to be restored as His son. Where is the justice there? No, that is the wrong question. The question should be where is the mercy and forgiveness of God, for that is really, as an old Nazarene preacher use to say, what this parable is about: about the prodigal love of the Father, much more than the son who spent his inheritance prodigally. Nope, no justice here that needs a sacrifice to atone for the son’s past misdeeds.

Or how about this one.


And, behold, they brought to him a man sick of the palsy, lying on a bed: and Jesus seeing their faith said unto the sick of the palsy; Son, be of good cheer; thy sins be forgiven thee. And, behold, certain of the scribes said within themselves, This man blasphemeth. And Jesus knowing their thoughts said, Wherefore think ye evil in your hearts? For whether is easier, to say, Thy sins be forgiven thee; or to say, Arise, and walk? But that ye may know that the Son of man hath power on earth to forgive sins, (then saith he to the sick of the palsy,) Arise, take up thy bed, and go unto thine house. (Matt 9:2-6)

Why did Jesus so readily forgive the man without so much as mentioning the need for a sacrifice? As a matter of fact, in all the instances that Jesus forgave anyone, I don’t recall one time Him ever asking for a sacrifice. No indication that Jesus, who we believe to be the Son of God, ever required a sacrifice before forgiving anyone. Pretty much as God the Father did in the Old Testament. Oh yes, God did ask for sacrifices as a proper means for someone to ask for forgiveness from God. They were meant on one hand to be a meaningful and normal method for someone to essentially say, “Hey God, I messed up. Please forgive me.” But as the many statements that can be found in the Old Testament, like the one in Psalms 51 above, sacrifices God does not require.

So what was the purpose of all those sacrifices, then? More on that in a bit. Suffice it here to say, that all the atheists who have formed their theology from Catholic and Evangelical Protestant concepts, especially the Fundamentalist variety, have a wrong concept of why the atonement that Jesus made on the cross was so necessary and critical. And no, it had nothing to do with satisfying God’s justice and/or wrath, and everything to do with restoring our relationship with Him.

How does it do that? More on that further down. However, we need to make one other very important point. It is an obvious one that most people don’t realize, especially if they don’t know New Testament Greek. It is that the exact same word, sozo, which is often translated as “saved” is the same word also often translated as “healed.” That is why Jesus, before healing the paralytic in Matt. 9, quoted above, does so to show and demonstrate that He also has the power to forgive sins. Forgiveness is part of the full healing process of relationships, and of the person.

All that to point to the reality that salvation isn’t about fulfilling the Law, even by Jesus on our behalf. No, that would be a works-based salvation. It would be a salvation based on the fulfilling of the Law, the very thing that St. Paul was so adamantly against in both Romans and Galatians.

To the atheist out there, no, God does not need to sacrifice His Son in order to forgive us. Rather, it was a rescue mission, a mission of mercy, a way constant within Himself and the creation and man. It was a mission to give us the option to apply His forgiveness, already freely given, to ourselves. It was a mission He undertook to restore the relationship broken when Eve ate the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

God sought to heal our relationship with Him, not punish someone, any one, for us breaking His Law. How did He do that? That is for the next section.


The Atonement



When I attended college and we discussed the atonement, and in my readings on the subject, they tend to list three main views or “theories” on the atonement: classical, or to put it more directly, what the Early Church and the Fathers believed was the case; the Substitutionary theory of the atonement, and the Satisfaction theory of the atonement. The last two “developed” as some apparently didn’t think the classic view was sufficient.

So what are these views? We’ll look at the last two first, briefly, before getting into what the Church originally believed. Keep in mind, that there are elements of truth in each one. It has, however, been drawn out to conclusions that distort, if not pervert, the truth of what Christ came to our world to do on the cross. We’ll point out the truths in those two, otherwise, over-extended metaphors.


Substitutionary Theory of Atonement



This idea came from a misunderstanding of the nature of sacrifice. It is true that there was a specific ritual where the sins of the people were “transferred” to a goat (Leviticus 16:21). The meaning of this act, where the High Priest lays his hands upon the goat and “confesses” the sins of the people, is wrapped up in a longer set of sacrifices that the High Priest would preform once every year. But if there is a something that illustrates the common understanding of substitutionary atonement of Christ’s death on the cross, then this is the ritual that would be pointed at as a biblical example of such a sacrifice.

Though, literally, it is not a sacrifice. The goat isn’t killed, directly. It would be an indirect sacrifice since we would typically assume that the goat would die, however, the goat dying doesn’t appear to factor into the meaning behind this ritual. Instead, it appears to be more important that the goat wander in the wilderness, carrying the sins of the people.

Additionally, there was no mention of that ritual being an atonement, except in a wider manner. So, while it is an annual event, its importance within the wider sacrificial system was not that important in defining what a sacrifice does.

However, the gist of this theory of the atonement is that Jesus, being the ultimate sacrificial lamb, because it was His own Son, dies in our place. We who were dead in our sins, He would take them for us and therefore die for us.

So, why is it a wrong concept for the atonement? Precisely in its incompleteness. For even the Catholic/Protestant versions of this add on the following Satisfaction theory, because while the Substitution theory of the atonement explains how our sins are forgiven on the front end, it fails to tell us why and how they are forgiven and how that saves us. Instead, it creates the appearance of a circular logic loop: There are sacrifices in the OT to point us to Christ, but that Christ was sacrificed is somehow supposed to justify the whole sacrificial setting.

So, what is the proper understanding of the whole sacrificial system that God set up? We’ll get more into it when we talk about it in the discussion about the “classical” theory, however, what we have shown is that, yes, there is a sense where Christ takes our place, and dies in our behalf. Yet, the question still remains, why? And how does that accomplish the atonement? Those questions is what the Satisfaction and Classical theories attempt to demonstrate.


The Satisfaction Theory



What is the Satisfaction theory of the atonement? It comes it two flavors, the Catholic version which uses the debt metaphor, and the Protestant version which uses the Law and a courtroom/judge metaphor. We’ll start with the former, first.

Catholic

There are, what Catholics would suggest, are seeds of this in both the Bible and in the Early Church Fathers. However, the more developed and the man who popularized this theory was Anselm. His stated goal was to explain how Christ’s death atoned for our sins without using the Bible so that the pagan could understand it.

He took the debt metaphor that the Bible uses in Matthew 18: 23-25:


Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his servants. And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed him ten thousand talents. But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his lord commanded him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and payment to be made.


What is the debt we owe to God? It is his honor, in that we have violated His honor and justice due to our sins that the Law lays out. The debt, like the servant in the above parable, is so great that there is no way anyone could earn enough “money” or righteousness to pay God back. Only one person can, and that is God Himself. So, God the Son is incarnated in our flesh, in order to become one of us. Then He dies, in order that He could pay in our behalf, His Father’s honor back in full—that is where the substitution comes into the picture.

I’ll grant Anselm this, in that it does make some sense of why Jesus had to die for our sins. However, there are some problems with this view that make it problematic, some of which I’ve heard atheists use.

One. And probably the biggest one for anyone who bases this debt metaphor on the above passage, is that the master, representing the Father, forgives the servant the entire debt, with no strings attached!


The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Lord, have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. Then the lord of that servant was moved with compassion, and loosed him, and forgave him the debt. (Matt 18:26-27)


The only other place in the New Testament that mentions a debt is Romans 4:4, “Now to him that worketh is the reward not reckoned of grace, but of debt.” Obviously another place that would speak of salvation as not being based upon owing a debt, but of grace, mercy, and love, just as the man in Jesus’ parable mentioned above. But aside from the Biblical arguments, there are some logical problems with this view.

Two. That our debt is owed to God the Father instead of death and the Devil. This theory makes God the Father out to be “bad” guy, the obstacle to our salvation. Which is crazy when you think of Him creating us for a relationship; then not allowing Adam and Eve to totally die off once they had sinned, because God couldn’t be wrong in creating Adam and Eve the way He did, that is, He wouldn’t have created them in the first place if He had known this broken relationship couldn’t be fixed; then He sends His Son down to die for us because He is too proud to forgive us—despite the fact that every passage and example of forgiveness in the Bible doesn’t require any of this paying back a debt of honor to God.

No, we don’t owe any debt to God that He doesn’t stand ready to forgive us for if we but ask, trusting that what He has said is true and will happen (Rom 4:20-21). However, there are clear passages in the Bible that place us, due to our sins, as owing a debt to the Devil, being in bondage to the death.


Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned. (Rom 5:12)


Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same; that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil; 15 And deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage. (Heb. 2:14-15)


According to the Bible, we are in bondage to Death and the Devil, not God the Father, which makes more sense out of this. For otherwise we would have God becoming man for the purpose of freeing us from His own punishment. But no, God freed us from bondage to death and the Devil, not from Himself.


Three. It creates a demand outside of God for which He has no option but to obey: His honor. This violates His omnipotence. For we are saying that God has to kill us, due to our debt of His honor being violated. That He is not free to readily forgive us, which violates all that the Bible says about God being merciful, ready to freely forgive us our sins in both Testaments, as we have previously laid out?


Four. This view of the atonement creates a “works based salvation” in that someone is bound to pay back the debt for God’s honor. Even God’s own son must come and rescue us from His Father by paying the debt that we owe due to our sins. Yes, the sinner doesn’t have to do anything but believe in what Christ has taught (if He really taught this), but all that means is that in order for God to satisfy His honor, He has to do the work. Thus, it is still based on debt and works. God is not free to simply forgive us outright.

Protestant

The juridical view is based upon the same premise as the debt metaphor, save it uses a juridical construct. Instead of owing a debt to God, the sinner is guilty before the Father of breaking His Law. Instead of Jesus’ death paying our debt to God, Jesus’ death takes our punishment for us so we can go free.

Because of this, the same objections apply. None of the parables, examples, or passages in Scripture which speak of being forgiven are used in a courtroom metaphor. Now, that is obvious with passages like the Parable of the Prodigal Son, and the lack of any such requirement listed before God would forgive someone their sins. But I know some will bring up words like “Justification” and “imputing righteousness” as legal type jargon. Yes, they can be used juridically.

However, they can equally be used relationally equally as well. I offer that it is only because Protestants tend to look at the Scriptures through the juridical lens that they take these terms with a juridical meaning. For instance, take the term “justification.” It can be understood as seeing a defendant as justified in doing what they did. But in a relationship, which we’ve established is what salvation is about, we are speaking of two people or entities being reconciled, that is, their broken relationship is justified. Same for righteousness. One can understand it in a juridical sense, but it can equally be taken in a relational sense, that is, that to be righteous has nothing to do with fulfilling the Law, but with fulfilling the spirit of the law by reconciling one’s relationship with God.

Likewise, the juridical understanding of atonement tells us that we stand guilty before God of breaking His laws, that He has no option but to kill us for it, that He is unable to simply forgive us for our sins, that death is a punishment of sinning, that it boils down to salvation is based in the Law, in that Jesus must fulfill the Law to save each of us. That is despite passages like those found in Romans and Galatians which make it clear that any theology which bases righteousness upon fulfilling the Law, is antithetical to righteousness deriving from a justified relationship with Jesus Christ, that salvation is by grace, through faith, and not of any works is key that this is about a relationship with Christ, not about a courtroom.

I need to point out, though it should be quite obvious, that there is a place in a relational theology for the Law, and our breaking of it. For in any relationship, there are often expectations, and unsaid “laws” that one member, or both have. The relationship that is broken because of the non-fulfillment of those expectations or relationship Laws, is not reconciled to the offending party by him or her then trying to fulfill those “Laws,” but by one party (at least) asking and receiving forgiveness, for the past wrongs. Yes, to “go and stop sinning” is an important part of receiving and applying forgiveness offered, but before that can even happen, first the relationship needs to be reconciled, needs to be justified for past misdeeds. Once that relationship is restored, then one can begin again to factor in the Law to one’s daily relational lives.


The Classical Theory

The “Classical Theory” or the “Victorious” theory of the atonement basically says that death held us captive in Hades, awaiting the Last Judgment, at which time God would be revealed in all His glory, desiring to have a relationship with us. The only problem is that God’s glory, being that He is light and in Him is no darkness (1 John 1:5). Those who have become like Him experience Him as light. Those that aren’t, experience Him as fire and brimstone, essentially what has been termed as Hell.

Now, Hades isn’t the same as Hell. It is, by no means, a pleasant place, however, it is the holding place of the dead, that is, until Christ came in and defeated “death, Hades, and the grave.”


So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. (I Cor 15:54-57)


You see this same theme in Romans 6, in relating baptism as a death to the “old man” and a rising to new life. Christ had to become one of us, to die as one of us, so that He might go into Hades, break down its doors that have held us hostage since the beginning of time, including Adam and Eve, so they could spend the remainder of their time in Paradise with Christ. Then at the Last Judgment, when God’s glory is revealed, those who have God’s life in them, will experience God as “Heaven” while those who don’t, will experience God’s glory as “Hell.”

That is why God had to hide Himself from us, so that we would have time for our uniting with Christ and God’s life. If He had revealed Himself “face to face,” then the Last Judgment would have happened then. Instead, God always uses intermediaries, because as He told Moses, no one can see Him “face to face” and live. At least not until they have been restored to the same state Adam and Eve were created in.

Another truth of this view is that the Law isn’t just a set of rules that God decided one “day” to arbitrarily force us to live by, and if we broke them, too bad for us. No, the Law was designed to support the reason God created us. That is the definition of sin: those activities and beliefs which go against God’s design specs for us and our eventual reunion with Him on the last day, Judgment Day.

So, Jesus wasn’t satisfying a requirement of God’s justice, other than the injustice of our broken relationship with Him. Jesus wasn’t sacrificing himself, acting as a scapegoat for our sins, except that He did die because of our sins, in order to bind the strong man (the Devil) and to defeat “death by death” since Hades could not hold God.

That is why I said earlier that Jesus was on a rescue mission. Sin had made us sick, and we needed to be healed (saved) so that we could enter into God’s presence with thanksgiving and joy, rather than with fear and dread. The is a positive view of God the Father and of the Son, and why He needed to become one of us, die on a cross, and subsequently, rise from the dead. In order to defeat death, so that we would not subsequently die ourselves, but could have eternal life.



Does God Exist?



Either God (or gods) exist, or He (they) don’t. That is self-evident premise one.


Now, as agnostic atheists are prone to say, they are not suggesting that they know that a God exists or not, but that they have no evidence that there is a god that exists. By “evidence,” they are generally referring to the scientific kind, where a testable hypothesis is put forward, and then the test is done. Then based on that, one could then potentially develop a “theory,” which scientifically is the highest probability of being the truth, but it is revisable based on new inductive knowledge coming to light.

Most of them use what is called skepticism as a basis for seeking truth. In other words, they will not believe anything until it has been proven to them to have a high probability of being true. They feel that this is the best method of determining truth. Note, that what they have interpreted as showing what is true, may not at all be true. It was once considered to be true that the sun revolved around the earth, and that the earth was flat. Now, thanks to advances in knowledge, we know that is not the truth. So, what will happen in the future to show that what we think is true today, will not be in the future?

That is why we generally live our lives based on faith knowledge, or revealed knowledge, in those that we trust to be telling us the truth. Or, to put in a different way, each of us is forced to live our lives either as if God exists, or He doesn’t, no matter what degree of agnosticism one holds to. So, one could pragmatically be an agnostic atheists, or an agnostic theist. The skeptic will choose to live as an atheist. The non-skeptic can choose to live as an agnostic theist.

Now, I need to define what I mean by agnostic theist. Because, by definition, it means someone who believes in God, but is agnostic about His character and traits. However, that is not the kind of agnostic theist I am referring to. Rather, that is what one believes about God’s existence: both rationally and relationally. What is critical is what one actually lives out in there life. That is where the agnostic label goes away, and one either becomes an atheist or a theist, no matter their belief on the matter. One can suspend one’s belief that there is not sufficient evidence to know whether God exists or not, but when it comes to how one lives out their life, they are an atheist or a theist.

So my definition of an agnostic theist is one who doesn’t know whether a God exist or not, based on human reason and logic. However, one lives as if there is a God, either due to Pascal’s Wager, or because that’s what they were taught growing up and have decided to trust in what they have been taught. They have faith in their Church’s teaching, or their parent’s teaching and life, or because of a personal experience that they attribute to a God. This, more non-skeptical approach to life is based in relationships rather than hard “facts.”

For God is a supernatural being. Supernatural is that which is above and beyond nature. He is supernatural, because He is uncaused and exists outside of time and space. That is why there can be no scientific proof or evidence for God’s existence. The only evidence we have are His effects in our lives. However, these are subjective and not testable. Jesus said that the Holy Spirit is like the wind. We cannot see Him, but we feel His effects on us. Yet, the effects of the Spirit of God is filtered through each of us, making “objective” testable truth unreachable.

Therefore, we need to modify the question. One shouldn’t ask whether one believes that God exists in truth or not, for no one, if they were honest with themselves, could know that based on human reason. Sure, there are plenty of “proofs” for God’s existence, but they all have holes of one sort or another. Likewise, there are “proofs” for the non-existence of God, but they also all have holes. All you need to be able to do is to show that there is another possible explanation for whatever the proof claims, and it is disproven.

Rather, the question should be, who will you put your faith in to tell the truth about God’s existence? That is something that each person needs to decide for themselves. One may, being this is subjective and relational rather than objective and testable, come to different conclusions on this question, and that is okay. That means what will convince one person may not convince another. One person may accept the Jewish God as truth, or the Christian God, or the Islamic God, or the Hindu gods, or the Buddhist of-no-consequence-gods. Or, they may decide that the evidence that they have leads them to trust that there isn’t a god, so that is how they live, as if God doesn’t exist.

So, for myself, I have placed my faith in the Eastern Orthodox concept of a God. Yes, I know that there are contradictions in the Bible, and issues with how we can know that He is there. Despite that, I can’t help but to continue to believe He is there. As Matt Dillahunty said on a recent episode of The Atheist Experience, you can’t so much choose what you believe. You either believe it or you don’t. I’m going to agree with him there. Not in any kind of predeterminalistic way, but in that I am going to believe based on what I believe to be true. As a non-skeptic, I am willing to have faith in the religion I have decided tells the truth. I understand I could be wrong. I could die and discover that the Islamic God was true, or that the atheists were right, or that I was right. I have to make a choice of how to live. Being I’m almost 60, it would be strange to change my beliefs now. That said, I know that my reasons for choosing the Christian God to believe in won’t be convincing for others. I believe that is how it is supposed to be. That’s because if there is a God, and that God is the merciful God I believe Him to be, that no matter who is right among the religions of the world, He will give everyone a chance to believe in the truth, whatever that might be.

So, yes, I believe, at least in a practical sense, that God exists. I am an agnostic theist, as I’ve described above. However, what I ultimately believe is defined by how I live, more so than how I believe defines how I live. They are more of a symbiotic relationship. As Jesus said, I know that you love me if you do what I say (John 15:10). Likewise, if you love me, do what I say (John 14:15). However, I would describe it this way, to get specific: What I live out defines what I believe, whereas what I believe describes how I live it out.

Your mileage may vary, but for me and my house, that is what I believe.